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Glow Sticks In The Blender
Luke 4:14-21

14Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit, and news about him spread through the whole countryside. 15He taught in their synagogues, and everyone praised him.
16He went to Nazareth, where he had been brought up, and on the Sabbath day he went into the synagogue, as was his custom. And he stood up to read. 17The scroll of the prophet Isaiah was handed to him. Unrolling it, he found the place where it is written:
18″The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,
19to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”
20Then he rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant and sat down. The eyes of everyone in the synagogue were fastened on him, 21and he began by saying to them, “Today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing.”

At a recent gathering of our church’s elders, I reluctantly pulled my glasses out to read a distributed document. Even with my age amplifying spectacles, I had to hold the paper at arm’s length from my straining pupils. It had been a couple years since I had seen my optometrist for an updated prescription. One of our smart-alec elders jokingly said, “Do you want me to hold it for you?” Jon Franz, an elder and supposedly Godly man, asked if I wanted to use his glasses. In reality he was asking if I was ready to stop denying my 50-ness. Jon had one of those cheapo pair of magnifying glasses you can score for five bucks at Walgreens. I told Jon and the guys that an off the rack pair of glasses would never work for my sensitive and aging eyes. Jon pushed them under my nose and pressed me to give them a try. I comically put them on, but then suddenly… boom, I could see. It was amazing. Right there in a holy elder’s meeting, the gang busted out laughing directly at my squinting face. I’m fairly sure they’re going to answer to God for their total disrespect of the pastor. After all, why would they laugh at someone going blind right before their potentially cursed eyes? Truth be told, I was laughing right alongside my four-eyed, leader friends.

Eyesight and vision, in all seriousness, can be a very difficult problem. Do you know what amblyopia is? It’s commonly called “lazy eye.” One eye is just a little bit lazier and works less than the other. Color blindness is a real condition which keeps a lot of people out of the military. Dry eye syndrome is where your eyes don’t lubricate themselves. You can’t form tears and cry. That would come in handy at my daughter’s wedding. Hyperopia is farsightedness. Myopia is nearsightedness. Presbyopia is the fear of seeing Presbyterians. No, actually it’s the difficulty to see very close up especially if you’re over 40.

This eye stuff can be serious trouble for many of us, especially those of us with “elder” attached in some shape or form to our title. Beyond all the above listed “opias,” there is the non-physiological condition of not being able to see things differently than we’re used to. I call it churchyopia. It happens a lot within the confines of a church. Not seeing things differently, creatively, or freshly is a large reason why many want to quit being a stereotypical Christian and simply pursue Jesus. Churchyopia.

As a pastor, I want people to see things differently. I want to keep a culture of change and relevance constantly in motion in order to keep God out of our preconceived boxes. One Sunday morning I blended glow sticks in a 10-speed, 800 watt blender. I had seen this done on Youtube, but was betting nobody had ever seen this done in church. Those attending that Sunday definitely saw something different. With the auditorium pitch black, blending glow sticks was a great way to wake people up, and encourage minds to see things differently. I also killed my blender.

I want you to see something differently than your past or eyesight has allowed. Perhaps you’ve seen the words of Isaiah 61:1-2 before: “The Spirit of the sovereign Lord is on me because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God.” Wow. That’s some lofty stuff, isn’t it? What do those words really mean? What do you see? Let’s drop these words into Dr. Luke’s 800 watt blender and see if they will glow brilliantly and differently than maybe we would expect.

Throughout the New Testament book of Luke, we see Jesus doing the incredible. Miracles, healing, raising people from the dead, casting out demons, calming tsunamis, and feeding the hungry is a part of normal life for Jesus. I look at the resume’ of Jesus and say, “Oh snap.” It’s quite impressive when you begin seeing it all. However, before these really cool accomplishments were unfolding, there’s something for us to consider… to see differently.

Jesus is at the Jordan River getting baptized. Yep, He’s dunked just like many of us have been. The Holy Spirit descends on Jesus, and He’s sent into the desert to wrestle with Satan himself. Jesus did some serious whooping up on the Devil’s behind with very practical application of the Bible. It is written. It is written. It is written. Satan has no defense against Jesus or us when the Bible is used as an offensive weapon.

The Bible says after the desert battle, Jesus returned to Galilee. Galilee was the region and home stompin’ ground where Jesus did life. Jesus walked and moved being powered by the Holy Spirit. In the power of the Spirit he fought Satan, traveled, spoke, taught, and popularity began to spread. He was plugged into His God source.

Now watch this. See something differently. Jesus taught in synagogues and people were asking for autographs. Hmmm. Interesting. Synagogues would be synonymous to our corporate church gatherings. The Jewish people would gather in a synagogue for lots of reasons: weddings, funerals, and any excuse for a meal. Think potluck dinner. A synagogue was very much a Jewish community center. On a Sabbath, on a Saturday, the Jewish people would congregate for worship and teaching. The commoners would sit in the floor in the middle of the synagogue rather informally. The common people would sit on the floor or sit on mats. There were stone benches around the outskirts of the inside of the synagogue, and the important, pious, religious people would sit on the envied stone benches. There was one special seat in the stone benches called the Moses seat. You were really important if you sat there. Like a celebrity sitting courtside in their sunglasses at an NBA game, the person nailing down the Moses seat was noticeably distinctive.

A worship service in a synagogue would start with the Shamah… the Old Testament Jewish prayer. “”Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one.” For hundreds upon hundreds of years, the Shamah was recited. The Eighteen Benediction prayer would follow. What we know as the Lord’s Prayer comes from a portion of the Eighteen Benediction prayer. Then somebody would read out of Torah. Torah is the law. Torah is the first five books of the Old Testament. Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy make up Torah. The Jewish people loved Torah. They celebrated, danced with, kissed, memorized, and lived by their much-loved Torah.

After an anticipated and satisfying drink from Torah, another person would read an assigned portion of scripture from one of the Old Testament prophets… like Isaiah. What the prophet’s reader would read was planned months in advance like a lectionary reading. This reader of the prophets would also be the one to sit in the Moses seat. Can you imagine the pressure attached to that assignment? All eyes would be on the prophet’s reader who sat prominently in the hallowed Moses seat. You know this guy would be sweating bullets. Do you think anyone who sat in the Moses seat scratched their initials in the stone bench, or wrote: “Fred wuz here?” Nah, probably not.

All of this is a small slice of what happened in a Jewish synagogue on any given ancient Saturday. Like religious clock work, this was what most traditional Jewish people would do on a Saturday. With these details in mind, open up your eyes and see… differently… what happened.

Jesus goes into Nazareth on a Sabbath and walks into a synagogue. Nazareth is the town Jesus grew up in. Nazareth is a village that carried a few nicknames like: Messiah-town or Messiah-ville. Everyone in Nazareth is Messiah crazy. This burgeoning city is a hot bed of people who actively believe and articulate, “The Messiah’s coming, The Messiah’s coming!” The Jewish people had been waiting for hundreds of years for the Messiah. If you are a good, married Jewish girl and you’re pregnant, you could be having the Messiah. People get very excited about your special glow. That is the prevalent thinking. A palpable anxiousness permeates the streets and conversations in Nazareth. If you are a bad Jewish girl, and you’ve come up pregnant, and you’re not married, you are a threat to the Messiah. Extremely harsh treatment follows any woman who is carrying an illegitimate baby. That baby, the Jewish people say, is a “mamzer.” A mamzer is the equivalent of our very crude word, “bastard.” A mamzer is not allowed to go into the synagogue. A mamzer is not allowed to play with the other Jewish kids. A mamzer is openly ostracized. The mother of a mamzer is also shunned like an Amish car dealer.

Are you seeing things differently yet? Mary is the mother of a mamzer, which is why when Mary and Joseph went to Bethlehem there was no room in the inn. You remember that whole story, don’t you? Does this give you a bit different perspective? Mary and Joseph knock on the door of a motel, so we think, but all they get is a neon flashing sign that says “no vacancy.” The hard truth points away from an idealized motel, but instead to a family dwelling where many relatives of Mary and Joseph were staying.

Jewish people never turn anybody away; especially not family. Jewish folks are the most hospitable people on planet earth. Jewish people to this day pride themselves on their relentless hospitality. Why would Joseph and a teenage pregnant Mary get the cold shoulder from their Jewish family? Mary wasn’t married. She was carrying a bastard… a mamzer. Mary and the baby were a threat and an embarrassment to the hopes of a Messiah.

Jesus, as a labeled mamzer, would not have been able to attend the funeral of His earthly father Joseph. Funerals happened in the synagogue. He was barred from going into the synagogue where much of Jewish life was celebrated. We read in the New Testament where Jesus prays, “Abba, Abba, Abba, Abba.” Abba means Daddy in Aramaic. We pray lofty prayers that often include a formal, “O Lord our heavenly Father.” Jesus prayed “Daddy.” Have you ever wondered why He prayed this way? If you were ostracized from life, turned away at your own father’s funeral, and whispered about at every turn, wouldn’t you need a daddy? Wouldn’t your loneliness necessitate a heavenly Father as more of a daddy than an enshrined God? Isn’t this your experience as well?

So Jesus grows up, and He comes back to His hometown of Nazareth. See differently the tension that fills the synagogue as Jesus enters. Wow. Can’t you see the elbows flying and whispers about the bastard who’s not supposed to be here?. Now look at the tension that’s there as He walks into the synagogue. “Isn’t that the mamzer? Isn’t that Mary’s son? He’s never been inside a synagogue. He can’t come in here!” Perhaps the whispering turns into vocal complaining. Not only does Jesus stroll into the synagogue, but He stood up and read. Do you SEE this? What did He read? He reads the planned section of scripture from one of the prophets. It’s the prophet Isaiah. A messianic prophecy. You gotta admit, that’s a pretty wild coincidence considering the passage Jesus reads on this particular day. Where did He sit then? In the Moses seat! A mamzer can’t sit in the Moses seat. Are you kidding me? Like Snoop Dogg sitting at the head of the table and saying grace at our family’s Thanksgiving dinner in southern Indiana, this would be scandalous. At the very least, it would make the local paper. Whoa.

The ancient Jewish people believed that there were two very important people, Moses and Elijah. The only person more important was the Messiah. Hmmm. Jesus is sitting in the seat of Moses. He stands up to read. The scroll of the prophet Isaiah is handed to Him, already marked and readied with a bulletin from last Saturday’s service.

Now watch this… see this whole thing unfold differently than perhaps you’ve seen before. Like other studious Jewish boys, Jesus probably had the entire Old Testament memorized by about the age of 14. The question becomes, did He merely read the prepared scroll, or did He stand up and recite it with great passion and confidence from memory? You want my opinion? I think Jesus presents the planned text and recites it without looking down at the scriptural notes. He’s piercing the crowd with His blazing eyes as He speaks the words of Isaiah 61:1-2. It’s as if Jesus is dramatically personalizing the text… “The Spirit of the Lord is on me because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to release the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

At this point, the Jewish people sitting in that fateful synagogue stop their murmuring in order to wipe their drool and suck their own tongues back into their pale faces. This passage from Isaiah is pointing to the Messiah. In a town nicknamed Messiah-ville, Jesus is announcing that He is it.

Jesus hands the prophecy scroll back to the synagogue attendant and sits down. You know where He sits, right? In the coveted Moses seat. How dare a mamzer do such a thing. How cool that Jesus does. The eyes of the gossip-bent worshipers are stunned and glued on Jesus. He just said that He is it… the Messiah… and sat in the Moses seat. That would make anyone from Nazareth… Messiah Town… take a second look.

There’s something else to adjust your bifocals on. Twenty-five years earlier in a little town called Sephoras (a stone’s throw Nazareth), there was a guy who rose up and said, “I’m the Messiah.” He and a band of idiots attempted a revolt against Rome. Rome swooped down and crushed the entire city of Sephoras. Do you suppose any of these gasping folks sitting in the synagogue were saying, “Oh shoot. Here we go again. Rome is going to kick our butts.”

No wonder their eyes fasten on Jesus. Just to make things really interesting Jesus informs the reeling crowd that the prophecy from Isaiah has now been fulfilled. He’s leaving no doubt. He’s the Messiah. Additionally, not only does Jesus clearly communicate who He is, He also establishes the parameters of His mission. Jesus is the self-proclaimed Messiah, and He’s beginning His mission of preaching things like: good news, freedom for the prisoners, sight for the blind, and the year of the Lords favor or Jubilee (we’ll get to that one in a sec).

Was Jesus’s way of seeing things affected by His mission? Is our ability to see somehow related to our mission? Again, take a look at the mission of Jesus. Preaching salvation and freedom are top priority. The Greek word Jesus uses for “freedom” deals specifically with the debt and weight of sin. Sight for the blind, as Jesus proposes, goes beyond physical blindness. Relief and release for the oppressed points to original Greek language meaning “broken to pieces.” Jesus mission is to focus on broken people. Finally, Jubilee was something attached to Jesus’s mission as well (again, we’ll get to that in just a sec).

Once you understand Jesus’s self proclaimed mission, you begin to understand how He could view people the way He did. For instance, there is this one gal who flat out lied to Jesus — the living embodiment of truth. Oh the audacity. Here’s a real piece of work who’s had five husbands, and she’s sleeping with the next guy in line. Where does Jesus’s patience, grace, and love come from when dealing with such capital “L” losers? What keeps Jesus from just slapping a bit of sense into her? One holy whack seems appropriate. There’s another sleezy woman literally caught in the act of adultery. Yeah, think about that nifty scenario. How DID that happen? Jewish laws dictated that such a low life be quickly destined for a pile of rocks to land on her head. A public and painful stoning is about all this trouble maker has to look forward to. Why doesn’t Jesus throw a rock or two Himself? Where does His restraint come from? Beyond composure, how does love, mercy, and grace flow when it’s obvious to everyone what’s really needed? Then there’s the injustice of the crucifixion. Jesus experiences excruciating pain, and somehow manages to a offer a surprising, “Father, forgive them. They don’t know what they’re doing.” How could He say that?

Jesus knew His mission, and His mission affected His vision of other people. How’s your vision these days? How do you see things… people? I’m wondering how other people describe my vision of other people? I wonder about those people I work with. What would they say about Alan’s viewpoint and perspective of other people?

What’s your opinion of faces flashing across our Yahoo News Groups these days? What words come to mind as you scan the infamous list of characters like Osama Bin Laden, Lindsey Lohan, Amy Winehouse, Tiger Woods, and the whole Kardashian family? Do words like evil, troubled, sick, and hopeless idiots come to mind?

What thoughts do we attached to nightly news flashes of convicted sex offenders? We see the pictures often; they’re sickos who prey on our kids. Demented is the adjective of my choice. Who parented such animals? Maybe they should be locked up too!

How does Jesus view such people? How does He see the folks we quickly write off? Remember, His mission was about good news, salvation, prisoners, the weight of sin, the debt of sin, blindness, and brokenness.

Here is your glow stick blender moment. Turn the blender on high and see things… people… differently. Wildly, the Bible urges us to have the same attitude as that of Jesus. * We’re supposed to have the same eyesight and vision for people that Jesus had. Even the messed up people. Especially the messed up people. Jesus tells us that we are sent in the exact same way His Father sent Him. * You, me, and Jesus have the same mission. If His mission is our mission, than we would also see the way He sees. THAT is 202/20 vision. Perfect. Holy.

I really like what Leonard Sweet wrote in his book, The Gospel According to Starbucks. Sweet struck nerves and beautiful chords when he insisted, “The goal of Christianity is not to make us into better people.” Initially, like me, you may be a bit confused by that. Give this a little soak time. The goal of Christianity is not to make a better version of you and me. Sweet continues, “The goal of Christianity is not for us to become Christ-like. The goal is for us to be little Christs.” That’s really good, isn’t it? Plant that little gem of a quote on your Facebook status. You feel like a better person if you do. Wait, the goal is not for you to become a better person unless that better person is Jesus! Write that on your status update. Jesus is the better person. The touch of Jesus should be my touch. The listening of Jesus should be the way I listen. The voice of Jesus should be the way I speak. And the eyesight and vision of Jesus is the way I’m supposed to see other people.

My two youngest chips off the block afforded me a very rich and funny experience recently at their elementary school. Sherry and I love the kids’ school. It’s a very culturally challenging and ethnically diverse school. We went to a PTA meeting, and there were a lot of Hispanic parents as a part of this great school. In the chaos of a packed out PTA meeting, one unwitting, very white, very middle-class, extremely suburban female walked to the microphone and announced, “If anybody needs Hispanic translation, just raise your hand.” I about busted a cafetorium gut right there in the PTA meeting. My wife was sure there was going to be one less P to go with the rest of the TA if I didn’t cut it out. Sherry couldn’t make sense of my squelched laughter. I told her, “If anybody DID need Hispanic translation, how on earth would they understand that ridiculous announcement?” I thought it was very funny. I tend to crack myself up, especially when a PTA meeting demands some form of childish entertainment.

A couple days later I was pointing a good friend to my obvious PTA humor. My friend went off on me. In a breathless rant I was blasted with a, “I’m so tired of these illegal immigrants, and why do we have to learn Spanish? They should learn English. And we’re paying for their health care…” It just went on and on and off in a torrential down pour of hate. I was stunned. It also made me question the last time I just lost it on someone who didn’t fit my definition of likeable. When that happens, I’ve forgotten the mission of Jesus and my vision requires a new prescription.

One last point to blend and let glow. Remember that whole year of the Lord’s favor, Jubilee thing? What was this? It was a part of Jesus’s mission too. When Jesus talked about proclaiming the year of the Lord’s favor, most believe He was pointing to the Old Testament concept of Jubilee. The word “jubilee” in the Hebrew means, “sound the horn.” Here’s the deal. The Jewish people took a Sabbath and rested every seventh day, and didn’t do even a semblance of work. Every seventh year they let their fields rest and didn’t plant. Every seventh, seventh year, which is year 49 turning year 50 (did you follow that?) there was a glorious year of Jubilee. That was definitely a time to don a cone-shaped hat and blow a party horn.

The concept of Jubilee can be found in Leviticus 25, starting with verse eight. Go ahead and look it up. I’ll wait. It’s actually very cool stuff. “Count off seven Sabbaths of years, seven times seven years, so that the seven Sabbaths of years amount to a period of 49 years.” (Tell your kids multiplication works even in the Bible!) “Then have the trumpet sounded everywhere on the tenth day of the seventh month on the Day of Atonement, have the trumpet sounded throughout your land. Consecrate the fiftieth year and proclaim liberty throughout the land to all its inhabitants. It shall be a Jubilee – sound the horn – for you. Each one of you is to return to his family property and to each his own clan. The fiftieth year shall be a Jubilee for you. Do not sow and do not reap what grows of itself or harvest the untended vines for it is a Jubilee and it is to be holy for you. Eat only what is taken directly from the fields. In this year of Jubilee everyone is to return to his own property.”

In the year of Jubilee you got your land back. If you had sold your land… your inheritance… you got it all back on Jubilee. Can you imagine this? Thirty years ago I sold my baseball card collection to make some financial ends meet. It was a smokin’ collection of about 3,000 cards. I possessed a coveted Topps 1967 Brooks Robinson. In my rubber-banded stacks were a Johnny Bench rookie card, and classic duplicates of Mays, Seaver, and McCovey. Now that I’m collecting baseball cards with my eight year old son, I think often about the cards I used to have. What if twenty more years passed, and suddenly my collection of cards were all given back. Oh man.

In the ancient of days, if you were a poor person and you sold yourself into slavery, you got your freedom back at Jubilee. Oh man. Every fifty years Jubilee started on the Jewish holiday of the Day of Atonement — where you go before the Lord and say, “forgive me, wipe out all of my sins.” Jubilee set sin, losses, and everything right. Wouldn’t you like a Jubilee? Oh man.

The average American credit card debt is $9900. Seems most could use a good Jubliee. Jubilee could be the stuff Presidents get elected for, except you’d have to wait a stinkin’ fifty years. Oh man.

Often times ancient kings would come into office, and would garner great loyalty by declaring a year of Jubilee. Kings would set all of the social and economic injustices right. The Jewish people believed that when the Messiah came and sat on his throne, he would usher in a year of Jubilee.

Watch this. Jesus read from the prophets and sat in the Moses seat. He declared His mission to all about Jubilee. Yep. He’s definitely pointing to Himself as the long awaited Messiah. But wait, look closer. From Luke chapter 4, Jesus seems to have forgotten something. If Jesus is reading from Isaiah 61:1-2, He seems to have left off that very last phrase of what the prophet was saying… “and the day of vengeance of our God.” Why did Jesus drop the fire and brimstone thing of vengeance when He spoke in the synagogue?

Here’s my best take on this. I believe Jesus is telling us He came the first time to set everything straight. Period. He came the first time to take care of the debt and the weight of sin. Jesus came the first time to take care of spiritual blindness. Jesus was, in essence, saying, “I’m coming this first time to take care of people who are shattered and broken.” The first coming of Jesus was to take care of His mission. BUT, the second time He comes, Jesus says, “Vengeance will be unmistakably Mine.”

If that is true, Jesus did not come to usher in a year of Jubilee; He came and ushered in an Age of Jubilee. The age of Jubilee will last until He returns with a vengeance. This is a Billy Graham, amen, the-blender-is-glowing moment. Do you SEE this? You thought Jubilee was a cool idea, but waiting fifty years was a bummer, right? What if we lived in an age of Jubilee — constant and ongoing with every breath you breathe? An age of Jubilee would constantly and continually set captives free. People who deal with the weight and the depth of sin, addictions and pornography, and lying and cheating — would be made right. Everything would be made right by the One sitting in the Moses seat. Whatever imprisons you can be made right. Blow the party horn.

It’s the age of Jubilee, and you should have eyes of Jubilee. You and I should see things differently. What if you viewed your spouse through eyes of Jubilee? Your spouse needs good news. Maybe they feel imprisoned, blind, shattered, or broken. I wonder what freedom might do for them? Maybe things just need to be made right. With Jesus this becomes totally possible.

How many parents need to consider offering Jubilee to their teenager? I know I certainly do. Why don’t I view my ear bud clad kids as needing good news from me instead of incessant harping, barking, and flexing of parental muscles. Blind, shattered, broken teens are desperate for things to be made right. Jesus can do that as He lives through me. It’s His mission. His mission changes how I view things… people… and my kids.

Got a boss whom you wish wasn’t? You are so done with that guy… or lady (and that ain’t no lady!). Is there anyway you could see them with eyes of Jubilee? That’s the way Jesus did it. What if we actually saw people through eyes of amazing grace? We love to sing about it, but do we actually offer grace through eyes of Jubilee?

You might be frustrated that my concern here seems to be so much about others. Someone, rightfully, may be thinking, “There’s no way I can focus on someone else when I’m so screwed up myself.” Maybe you need to grab onto some Jubilee. Maybe you prayed a prayer years ago to make Jesus your Savior, but the idea of Lord has never taken root. That’s one of the problems with our anemic title of Christian. There’s a bunch who want to get to heaven, but letting Jesus bring heaven to earth by living fully through us is a whole other story, brutha. Now that you know His heart, and that He just wants to give you good news, that He doesn’t want you to be a prisoner, that He doesn’t want you to be blind — why wouldn’t you want Him as Lord? He knows you’re shattered and broken and He wants to release you from all that. Jesus wants to set everything right for YOU. Why don’t you grab onto some Jubilee?

Are you seeing things differently? Jesus followers do. Christians need to. Let the blenders everywhere begin to glow! Can you imagine if our vision and eyesight was impacted by the mission of Jesus? Can you imagine if Jubilee was offered because Jubilee has also set us free? Wow. If Jesus made things right through us, our PR problem as Christians would be over. To that end, may our mission and attitudes be exactly the same as Jesus’s exactly because we no longer live but He lives in us. I can SEE it.

a jesus t-shirt

June 12th, 2010


Oswald Chambers originally wrote “My Utmost For His Highest” in 1935. His journal entry today was like a page out of Hirsch and Frost’s “The Shaping Of Things To Come.” For today, Oswald journaled: “If I will simply come to Jesus, my real life will be brought into harmony with my real desires. I will actually cease from sin, and will find the song of the Lord beginning in my life.” This sounded a lot like the new edge Hirsch and Frost were proposing, which urged the Church to be missional, incarnational, Messianic, and apostolic (pioneering). Perhaps what “The Shaping of Things To Come” actually reflects is a back-to-basics and back to Jesus approach that’s really not new at all… just forgotten or seriously neglected. If the medium really does reflect the message, what message is the church sending that either remembers the basics or has simply become too smart and self-sufficient?

I wondered what message I was sending as I walked down the beach this morning with some Delirious on my ipod and Jesus on my chest. I sported a nifty Jesus t-shirt. I got lots of looks, but absolutely no conversions. Isn’t this what Jesus t-shirts are supposed to do? Don’t we wear these so that lost people will be saved and become like us? I noticed most people were running, talking, sun bathing, playing, swimming, fishing, and enjoying the many grace gifts of God that caused pleasure. I don’t think anyone who saw my Jesus T wanted to stop what they were doing to become like me. Jesus maybe, but not me. I think there were glances at my t-shirt because, perhaps, they like Jesus… but not the suggested message that you have to walk up and down the beach with a billboard on your chest to convert heathens enjoying life too much. Jesus never wore a billboard of himself. He simply and powerfully grabbed onto life as his mission. It all reminded me of a quote from yesterday’s blog: “…one day we will all stand before God and He will judge us for all the possible pleasures He gave us to enjoy, but we failed to enjoy.”

Without relational investments, intentional & incarnational mission, and grabbing life Messianically… a Jesus t-shirt probably gives the wearer a very false sense of evangelistic security. However, I’m not sure it doesn’t do anyone else any earthly or heavenly good.

But… Lucy didn’t seem to mind — the t-shirt that is. Before my Delirious, Jesus t-shirt walk, I had ventured out to the beach early seeking Miss Lucy. I brought Sherry and Michael along as I had promised Lucy the day before (Morgan was out cold and couldn’t be awakened or shaken).

Right on the nose, Lucy strolled past our place at 7:15 a.m. Sherry and I walked towards her, and I introduced my lovely bride and son. Later Lucy would ask for Sherry’s name remembering that I had only introduced her as my lovely bride. This is a very sharp 85 year-old.

We talked for about 45 minutes. Lucy said she wasn’t feeling good getting up this morning, but our appointment coerced her to roll out and walk. She volunteered so much information during our impromptu beach side gathering. Lucy is from Tennessee. She moved to Florida in 1981 with her sister. Her sister was killed in a bicycle accident in 1987. Lucy misses her sister. She doesn’t have family that comes and visits. I now know the complex Lucy lives in, and ironically, I’ve tried to book this same place since 2001 when Sherry and I first started taking our study breaks here in Sarasota. Amazing. I’m going to make that specific booking happen next summer.

Well into our conversation, Lucy asked me about the church I led. I had written down my address, email, and cell phone number on a May 30th bulletin from Cumberland. I told Lucy I wanted to give my contact information in case she ever needed anything… and that my church information was riddled throughout the slightly dated bulletin. She said, “I was thinking the same thing,” and pulled out a small tablet she had packed so we could exchange contact info. Amazing. Now I know Lucy’s last name, and I have her email address. How cool is that?

After our 45 minute plunge of life was closing, I asked Lucy if I could pray for her. She agreed, and I was able to pray and bless Lucy as the morning sun began to reflect light and glory off the sand and water. What a great morning. I felt vindicated from the sense of failure I had stomached yesterday. Thank you, God.

I’m still processing what I’ve learned this week from my God appointments (and missed ones) with Lucy. Here’s just a few thoughts thus far:
1. Go. Get outside the norm of church world and contextualize Jesus in people’s environments. Invade with love and sensitivity… and this could take time.
2. Be intentional and missional while embracing a sense of life and living.
3. Relational investments will raise levels of expectations that must be carefully navigated… and met as best possible.
4. Don’t give up. There is a battle involved when eternity is at stake. The fight is not against someone or yourself as much as it is dark, spiritual authorities.
5. Be patient and trust God with the whole matter.
6. The best to come may not look like the best to come in my mind.
7. My passion, mission, and intentionality needs to be consistently lived out with pre-Christians wherever I am… with someone’s eternity fueling and driving me.
8. It doesn’t take much to make an impact.

It’s been a good study break. Our friends, the Clarkes, from Indiana were able to visit a bit. Peter Ngunyi came down and visited, and then took the two oldest girls back to Atlanta for their concert.

During study break I met with my discipleship group twice via Skype — for an hour and a half each time! I’m glad God has put four men around me who are that hungry to grow!

I completed five books. 1) Leading On Empty; 2) Vintage Church; 3) Castaway Kid; 4) The Hole In Our Gospel; 5) The Shaping Of Things To Come.
I studied through the book of Ephesians. As Hirsch and Frost suggest, Ephesians is a “primary tract on the nature of the Church itself and the nature of the ministry of the Church. Ephesians is a fundamental description and prescription of the Church in all ages.” I can definitely see a teaching series going through Ephesians in 2011 to gain a renewed sense of wonder for the Bride.

Time with Sherry was really, really good. Walks and talks have filled out tanks back up. Sherry did some reading, but we really didn’t talk that much about her enlightenment. She read five-inch novels, but I think she also read one of my blogs where I was a bit negative towards this. Consequently, she didn’t share much about her reading. I’m actually OK with this. (smile)

The kids did great. They know study break is for them too. We ask them to take a break and build into themselves as well. We always give them assignments. Brooklynn read all of “Red Moon Rising.” Lauren read 10 chapters of “Red Moon Rising,” and a novel called “Bathsheba.” Morgan read “Hear No Evil.” All four kids memorized 12 scripture passages — Philippians 4:12-13; Philippians 4:8; Mark 9:35; Proverbs 3:5-6; Psalm 37:4-6; I Corinthians 10:31; Isaiah 26:3-4; Zephaniah 3:17; Psalm 95:1-4; I Peter 1:24-25; John 8:12; and II Corinthians 5:17.
Jen Overly and Todd Graham gave us a fun resource for memorizing verses with their “Seeds” CD’s. We all enjoyed learning these verses in the car and on our ipods. (you know, Todd & Jen are absolutely the best)

And so… study break closes for another year. I’m ready to get back to Georgia. I’m excited to start my correspondence with Miss Lucy. I’m anxious to share with staff on Monday morning. I’m anxious to preach. Maybe I’ll wear my Jesus t-shirt. Lucy seemed to like it.


This morning I was still looking for the best that was yet to come. It didn’t.

Lucy walked by at 7:15 this morning, but this time without a smile. I sprung up from my chair and gushed, “Lucy, we were so sorry you couldn’t make our dinner last night.” She said sternly, “I was here on Tuesday night. I thought you said Tuesday night.” Her hope drained eyes made my heart ache. On Tuesday morning I had invited her to our beach dinner on Wednesday night. I had specifically said Wednesday night. Tuesday night our plans were to hang out at the local mall. It sickened me to think Lucy was anxiously waiting at the beach for us while we were killing time being passionless mall rats.

I apologized to Lucy that we had gotten our signals crossed. I asked Lucy if we could try another night. She was short and terse with her glaring “no.” I asked if I could bring her breakfast tomorrow morning. She said, “Maybe next year.” Ouch. Our conversation was uncomfortable, but I managed to keep my head above the obvious and rough high tide waters of Lucy’s dashed hope. Explaining how my family really wanted to meet her, I went on to promise I would wake the gang early tomorrow morning just so they could say hello. A slight 85-year-old sparkle returned. Lucy inquired of my two silly bands. She had never seen one. I took off one of mine and placed it on her wrist. With that she began to head back down the beach. I’m not sure what I could have done differently, but the pit in my stomach was signaling failure. Ugh.

Lucy walked off into a literal and metaphorical distant shoreline using her walking sticks, and then disappeared where water met the cloudless blue sky. This whole Lucy thing felt like eternity was and is at stake. The glorious adventure turned out to be a bust for now… but nonetheless still an adventure.

There was spiritual battle going on. I wasn’t fighting Lucy or myself, but rather darker, spiritual authorities (Ephesians 6 reminded me). I just wanted the opportunity to speak and boldly make known the mystery of the gospel… the good news that I think Lucy needs. (more Ephesians 6).

Twas a bummer morning, dude. As I explained it all to Sherry, I could sense her sense of failed mission as well. Lord, please give me a constant passion and mission for people wherever and whenever I’m breathing… whether on study break or back in Atlanta. Make my heart beat and ache like it did today, Lord. Make my heart like Yours.

If the Lucy thing wasn’t enough, my two oldest daughters left today. Definitely more ugh. Brooklynn and Lauren are driving back to Atlanta for a big concert tomorrow night with a national band called Lovedrug. Lovedrug schmugdrug… I didn’t want my daughters to leave. Sherry said something about this leaving and being away from us stuff is only going to increase when it comes to the kids. I told her I wasn’t going to be very good at this.

I shuffled back to the beach like a grumpy old man feeling a bit defeated and melancholy. A few worship songs from Steve Fee lightened my heart, but then I scrolled through my ipod to some old school Stevie Wonder. A few choice selections from the album, “Songs In the Key Of Life” transported me back to my junior year in high school. Mom and dad were divorced, and I was living with mom, my sister Lynn, and my brother Greg. Because of my gracious Uncle Dave, the four of us lived in a two bedroom, one bath apartment. Although mom had to go back to work and living space was tight, I don’t remember our hard times being hard. Our apartment was the place many of our friends would hang out. That little brick apartment became a contextualization of good news — the gospel. Mom would make fried spam and macaroni and cheese to enhance a tight budget. I can’t remember complaining as I always loved my mom’s cooking. So did my friends… and I’d bet that was worrisome to my mother.

God seemed to be stirring some needed and comforting memories of growing up and home as I listened to “Always” from Stevie Wonder’s “Songs In the Key Of Life. Imagine that. I wasn’t, as Hirsch and Frost write (The Shaping Of Things To Come), defining holiness by what I wasn’t doing, but rather by hallowing and redeeming the everyday through a 70′s tune. Hmmm. Ancient rabbis are known for saying that one day we will all stand before God and He will judge us for all the possible pleasures He gave us to enjoy, but we failed to enjoy. I was enjoying and needing and redeeming some Stevie Wonder.

I think this is some of what the girls are trying to do with their Lovedrug concert tomorrow night. They want to redeem and redirect pleasure and life. They want to smash the prominent, not-yet-made-holy thinking that says the Church suppresses life. Too many believe that Christianty denies pleasure and nullifies life. This was not how Jesus lived his Jewish idea of L’chaim and life.

I believe this was what I was trying to do with Lucy. I wanted to enter into her life and unique cultural context in the same way Jesus came as “Emmanuel.” I had hoped a beach dinner, wine and cheese, a glorious sunset, great conversation, and enjoying life would be more about an incarnational Jesus than it was anything about Alan or another notch on my evangelism belt. But alas… it all feels like failure. We’ll see what happens tomorrow morning — my last morning here.

I hope the girls fair better than I as they contextualize and play with Lovedrug. I’m glad God doesn’t separate secular and sacred, and can use a Stevie Wonder song. I hope I can continue to lead and teach at a church where we’re figuring out how all of life is to be enjoyed and lived missionally, incarnationally, and sacred.

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